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Tags: author geoffrey david brokos geoff david brokos www.underthecastle.com amadeus, trust no one! thaddeus trusts no one trust's mutiny stories of riddence porn for the blind album stories of lust this time the animal is me stories of maddness aye the devil wears you're girlfriends shoes karen carpenter (wet dreams) wet dreams sunrise: a song of two humans sunrise birdman of alcatraz the ballad of a stalker davy jone's locker trouble in paradise walk the plank! under sleepingbeauties castle under sleeping beautys castle trenchcoat astronaut trenchcoat astronauts project pendulum answering your call? album lyrics Karen Carpenter (wet dreams) I woke up in Karen carpenters bed, I saw a picture of her, maybe it wasn't her just some crazy fan. I ran to the door. Battle cobwebs and dust mites. TV flickered on the hallway and on my face. I unlocked a door and found myself in a hospital hallway and on my face. I unlocked a door and found myself in a hospital hallway. I found myself pressed up against a window there a woman in her late 30s laid on the bed. Test tubes coming out of her nose. I touched the glass and found myself in a black caddliac a tapping came on the window. A siren in my ear. The police pulled me out of the car I exclaimed what am I being arrested for? He said do you know. There's a lady laying in a bed in the hospital? I said I don't even know who she is! He pressed me up against the car and handcuffed me. I stood in a court room with the jury staring at me. The judge said do you know what you're being arrested for? I said I don't even know who she is! You're being arrested for every lust every guys made. I said that's too much of a burden for me to take on the responsibility of others sings. lyrics ballad of the stalker written by geoffrey brokos I pull my covers up over my head she will be back why can't you tell me? what you're doing? why don't we have trust? Do I have to follow you around? do you have to make me some creep? just to find out if you really love me? cuz I don't want to be the stalker thats not that's not me can you tell once tell me you're the only one I will forgive you if you seen these scars? you know what I have been through How can you say that? with my arms wrapped around you and pretend nothing is wrong! it hjurts every time I think about what it could be and you open the door so quietly it makes me quiver at the sound of the tiny footsteps I heard you let go of the keys as you slowly put them on the night stand hoping not to wake me but you don't know what I know you don't know what I know you glance at me across the room I try to avoid eye contact but oh how you're smile makes me so weak. and now walking straight towards me you're beauties so distracting I try to keep myself busy don't start conversation with me because so many times am I awarkward but you're jsut my crush for the moment because realistically, we will never be. please don't stare at me with those eye's beacuse the hint of capability it sets me up over the edge now you're standing right next to me our hearts don't beat as one because mine is beating faster you touch my shouldar it sends a tingle through my body head to toe you call out my name because I zoned out thinking of cuddling with you now i'm dreaming x2 that x2 were on beach off PCH and its raining like cliche and you put you're arms on my waist and our hair is blowing in the wind like cliche and we kiss like in the one dashboard confessional song then thunder rumbles and waves crash and there's a sense of hesitation think about it twice but I give only to find how short the pleasure is and I'll say I jsut need one more time that's all I need to be satisfied I'll say its over but it never ends it never ends come on the mind says you're free drop everything forget my morals but i'm getting sloppy i'm looking over my back its just a pixel and its just a drink the way it moves the way its shakes I pretend my fantasies but I'm stuck behind this glass gazing I forget to look over my shoulder just one more time that's that's all I need to be satisfied and i'll say its over but it never ends it never ends I say but it never ends it never ends i'm forgetting ot looks over my back i'm getting sloppy I can press repeat but never delete and everything I say, the way I act i'm agreeing, i'm afraid of someoen hating me and when I get taht evil glare that lack of faith, I want to be successful to prove them wrong and there's this moment of pleasure when I stare into hte mirror and watch myself try and be the perfect person I can never be so i'll go ahead and put on my makeup i'm so faked up but getting shot 9 times will leave me bleeding in the streets so go-ahead with my movie qoutes and hand gesture taboo see i'm doing things i'm doing these things jsut to impress you and I thought you fade away jsut like I do when situations get tough I quit run away start fresh and still all i've left behind, keeps reminding me of my mistakes but I have to realize that you don't even think about them anyway and I have my future planned out but I don't even know if i'll live tomarrow and I try to live everyday like its a highschool reuion I have to be better faster stronger more inteligent more successful then you I want to break into disneyland down in the basement through the tunnels maybe i'd find walt's frozen body but the castmembers assured me he was cremated why should I believe them? would you die for what you believe? when you're face down in the dirt on you're knees because I believe we will be tested and when that day comes will you die for what you believe I believe there's a cure for cancer the kemo company assures me there is none if there is there stocks will plummet so why should I believe them you pick the lily up off you're daddies grave and set it on the piano vow to dare to play again when day for him but that lily will stay on the piano so will you hurry up darling and play! this is the night we both have been waiting for or at least I have a honey moon the first time though we both lay as virgins there's a fear of awarkwardness a feel of discomfort the fear of what I might do is how hte others will think of me and I know this was true love a weddign ceremony was just for show but its when the two come together its when the parts become a whole what if I wasn't a virgin and I met one how would they feel what If I didn't tell them and when I did what would they think of me because I didn't wait for them? would you say love is gentle love is kind lvoe is selfless and everlasting you're love over looks my offense and when you hold me in you're arms will you cry because I lvoe you and for that I will never understand what if you came home one day and found someone else in you're spot on the bed would you hit me would beat me would you throw me out on the street would you disown me throw my stuff all around the room I know you must feel unloved unsexy whats wrong with me what have I done computer screen illuminates the room as one hand clicks through hte photos why did she run? take everything you gave her but foreign girlfriends always make hte best con artists and now that she's gone nothing satisfy's you any more throw the computer screen against the wall and watch it shatter jsut like you're life you take exit five turn signal blinker is ringing through you're ear stop the car put plastic over the seats now you have the barrel of hte gun pointed to you're chin finger trembling over the trigger you're mumbling i'm not loved x2 now the settign changes and its not a pretty one that's why its closed casket we find you're sister is huddled over you're coffin. while you're older brother in the background just glad you transferred him all you're money before you went and offed you're self while you're younger is pissed that he didn't get any but you're sister just feels that its dirty money and suddenly the room fills with a stench of a whore as you're ex sneaks quietly through from the back door has she come to mock you? does she have a touch of regret? is that fake tears? the devil wears you're girlfriends shoes and irony is you paid for them days pass until we finally go through you're belongings you're sister finds the bible she got you two years ago but just because you ahve it doesn't mean you read it and just because you read it doesn't mean anything she touched the cover demons swarmed around her hand but htey can't touch her, they can't harm her she creamed flee demons in the name of jesus christ will we see you at hte pearly gates demon on you're bible is one thing I guess scripture spoken and used in action is more powerful then just written so many times am I hypocritical because of this but don't ever let them tell you aren't loved you are loved x6